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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

lost with my imagination

I am staring in the teardrops of the rain.
I dont know if i have to search for something,
My mind is opened but i cant guess what is in.
Maybe its very hard to catch the deepest mean.

The wind blew to its hardest that i felt frost.
when i breathe my heart was beating most.
I am scared of what im felling.

whom i saw her in my dreams at night.
when i turned back at times,
I couldn't see anything, i've found nothin

and i've follow the edge of the light
and i saw a statue besides the window
i thought it was the GIRL i've been waiting FOR.
its only my imagination that love reflects like A SHADOW....

Monday, March 29, 2010

lovers and friends

I know we're friends, and only friends.
And messing around on the low can lead to dead ends.

Lovers and Friends, is what i wish we could be,
But that can never happen, how foolish of me.

To think that i can have a friend to love and hold.
Forever and securely in my arms, and till we grow old.


For loving a friend that i'm only supposed to be cool with.
But thanks to you, the dark room in my heart has been lit.


I know i'm stupid, sorry lets just be friends
So we can be there for each other till the very end!

Saturday, March 27, 2010

i love you friend....

i'm happy that you found someone else.
even though i've been wanting to be that person.

I'm happy that your in love with her,
when everytime i've been with you,
I've been trying to make you love me.

I'm happy that your going to marry her,
when i'm the one who wants to be with you till death.

So all i want to say as your friend is that i'm happy for you.

Friday, March 26, 2010

missing you

Missing you.
Missing the way you made me smile.
Missing you and our fun.

Missing you.
Missing our talks.
Missing the way I was open with you.
Missing the little things.

It seems like we are drifting apart.
You're busy with your studies..
And have alot on your mind.

I just want you to know I miss you.
And I'll be here in the end,
When your not so busy.

You are my best friend.
I'm never leaving you.
I'll always be here.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

the way you are.....

Its the way you are.
The way you speak.
and the way you smile.

Theres something inside telling me its all worth while.

You have something that no one else has got.

Your eyes,your giggle i'll never forget :).

You make me feel so warm inside, its a feeling i find so hard to hide.

You deserve only the best, something i dont want to fold.

My mind speaks so loud, my heart follows behind....

And its in this poem i tell u, my feelings for you arent hard to find.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

my real feelings

When i said you were my best friend,
i meant that till the very end.

I'll never forget you.
no matter what you do.

But next year you are going to leave me.
theres going to be no more "we".

i want to know you'll always be here.
and that when i need you, you'll be near.

I'm going to try everything,
to make sure you never forget me.

you finally realized how much i cared.
but if you don't want to try,
ill pretend not to cry.

i'll just stand by your side.
till the day that you die.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

best friends.......

When you're sad,confused and hurt,
I'll always be there for you.

If you want to get away,
and go on a trip for awhile.
I'll wait here til you get back,
cause I'll wanna see your smile.

You can fly off to another world.
and forget about your worries.
Take your time coming back.
there's no need to hurry.

I promise I'll always be there for you.
I promise that I'll never lie.

When you get back from your journey,
and you take your first steps on land.
Every minute I'll be next to you.
holding your hand.

It might seem hard to believe,
but you're stuck with me till the end.
Cause I know that forever.
you'll be my best friend.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

when u love someone.......

When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it's so easy to hide.

Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.

You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.

He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.

He thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.

You thought that you would marry him some day,
But this time God wanted to get his way.

Friday, March 19, 2010

till the end....

Sometimes I wonder,
Do you care about our friendship,
As much as I do?

If we were not friends,
Would you miss me at all?
Or would you be happy?

Everything we've been through,
Does it matter to you?
Do you think that I'd be okay,
Without you?

I need you as my friend,
Always and forever,
Always by my side,
Till the very end.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

he is my friend.....but.....!!!!!

He's my friend.
He has been for a while,
And every time I talk to him,
On my face appears a smile.

He makes me feel special.
And that's new to me.
He's just as nice as a guy can be.

I love how his eyes Can see into my soul.
I can believe every word He's ever told.

If he's so perfect Why doesn't he know?
The beating of my heart Should tell him so.

The way my eyes light up When he sits with me.
Should be a clue If only he could see.

It confuses me.I can't like him, he's my friend
But the truth is,I'll love him till the end.

Why can't he tell?!
I mean, I'm giving him clues

I just hope one day
He will understand
I just hope one day
He'll hold my hand...

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

you changed me.....

Since the day I met you,
My life has changed,
I'll never be the same again,
All because of you.

You turned my life around,
When my world was crashing down,
You told me "everything would be okay",
And "don't listen to what others say".

You were the only one ever here for me,
You always stood by my side,
Whenever I needed someone the most,
Its you I always counted on.

I want to thank you,
For everything you have done,
You mean so much to me,
More then the world can see.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

between friendship and love....

In times of joy,i see your face smilling.

in times of sorrow,you cry.

i will never find anyone like you to be the only friend i trust.

i didn't make that up just to impress you.

i am just expressing what i am feeling towards you.

but i feel that something else, that may ruin our friendship.
but i can't hide it anymore,may be i am falling in love.
but i have to fight against this love.

so our friendship can last and i don't want to loose you.
i am very confused
i am lost in my heart
between friendship and love
in the fear of loosing you.....

Monday, March 15, 2010

to let u know....

If I never saw you again,
I would cry as much as the sea.
You are very special to me.

You give pure joy,
To all those around you.
I don't know how you do it,
But I wish I could too.

Your passion for life,
Is something I admire.
Your kindness toward people,
Is something that you inspire.

You are always so sweet,
And you always think of others.
You always ask me how I am,
And are concerned when im sad.
Just to know that someone cares.

I feel you everywhere I go,
I can see the smile on your face
And no one will take your place, I know.

Because you are very special.
And I want you till the end.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

with a friend like u........

With a friend like you,
i can cry like there is no tomorrow.
With you by my side,
You take away the sorrow.

With a friend like you,
I could laugh the day away.
And it dissapears.
Almost like the day never wanted to stay.

With a friend like you,
I can have unrealistic dreams.
Because at least I know one person in this world will believe in me.

With a friend like you,
I can live each day to the fullest.
Because if for some reason I fall,
You'll be there to pick me up

With a friend like you,
I don't have to worry about heartbreak or falling in love.
Because I know that when nobody else wants to love me,
You will.

I just wanted to remind you
That your the greatest person.
The lord could ever give to me
No Not because your my friend
But Because I love you!!!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

i love u...

I love you,
And I'm so happy to,
Everything about you,
Is so beautiful, like new.

I love to see you smile,
I miss you after just a little while,
I love the sparkle in your eyes,
Such sweet surprise.

I love your beauty,
It shines inside and out,
Yes, you are beautiful,
Without a single doubt.

I know I shouldn't love you,
In the way i do,
But I just can't help it,
I love loving you.

I love the way you make me laugh,
And make me smile each day,

You're so unique,
There is no one like you,
Honestly, I'm so lucky,
To have someone so pure and true.

Friday, March 12, 2010

for my friend....

When I talk to you I will smile,
You make me forget I'm just a child,
I just don't know what to do,
About the fact that I'm falling in love with you.

There's so much keeping us apart,
Even though I know if I was given a chance I would love you with all my heart,
But you said "I'll always be friends with you",
Cause without you here I just wouldn't know what to do.

But you made me forget about my past,
and I know without you here as a friend I would never last.

Maybe one day we will both understand and see,
Why I feel this way and why I want you.

Even though we both know we can never cross that line,
Between your heart and mine,
I know as long as you're my friend I will be just fine...

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

special friend..

Everyone of us at some point meet a special person.
who fills our lives and shows us much concern.

As your friend and as your guiding star.
they support you and in life make you go far.

Their love always sparkles in our lonely life.
and they are with us sharing all our strife.

You smile knowing this person is there.
and for us this person truly and dearly cares.

They hold us close and wipe away our tear,
our every need and wants they hear.

When we are down they are the first to know.
they will do anything to make our face glow.

They are special and dear to our heart.
and from you they will never part.
In the past I wasn't always there.
Give me a chance this time.
I swear on my life I'll be right beside you..

just like u...

Someone I can talk to
Someone I can trust.
Someone who will be there

Someone who will save me,
When everything goes wrong.
Someone who will comfort me
And help me to be strong.

Someone who listens.
At any time of day.
Someone who will brighten.

Someone who will always
Want to be my friend.
Someone who will fight for me,
Until the bitter end.

Someone who will cry with me
Whenever I am sad.
Someone who will laugh with me
Whenever I am glad.

Someone who will understand
My every weird emotion.
Someone who will always be
At my side with their devotion.

Someone who will always think
Of me before themselves.
Someone who will care for m

Someone who will always be,
Just like I want to be.

Someone who will always remain,
Incredibly beautiful and true,
its just like you.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

through your eyes......

I want to see through your eyes.
To see why you hurt and cry.
Only then I will understand,
What gives you so much pain.

I want to beat through your heart.
To know what makes it bleed so much.
A heart so divine and pure.
Why it cries out for a simple touch.

I want to live in your thoughts.
To know what are your dreams.

I want to hear your unspoken words
To know what you feel each moment
I want to heal all your wounds

So let me in and see your darkness.
Give me your hands,
I will walk you through sunshine.
And give my all to make you whole.

Monday, March 8, 2010

I want you to remember.
Those good old days.
Those days of happiness.
When everything went your way.

I don't want you to let them go
And I hope they make you happy

I wish I could just give you everything,
You definitely deserve something to gain.

You've always told me not to give up.
Well here is a lesson for you.
If you ever need me, call.
That is all you have to do.

Let go of all these troubles
Because the more you hold on the more it doubles

I can see your smile.
I can hear your voice.
You may not be near
But you know I got you.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

best friends...

Friends forever,
Friends till the end,
And our friendship will never end.

I'll be by your side,
I'll be there for you,

I know this world is cold,
But you will be safe with me,
you are my best friend,
And I'll never let our friendship end.

I'm so glad that I have found you,
I thought my world was coming to an end,
But then you came around,
And now we are best friends.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

friends forever

Friends will come and friends will go,
The seasons change and it will show,

But our friendship will stay,
strong and true.

There's nothing as nice as someone who shares,
your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares,

someone who's there through your good times and tears,
who stays by your side as your friend through the years.

Friday, March 5, 2010

last chance....

Things may come,but it will go.
My love for you,no longer show.

Although i care,I must not tell you.
I treated our love serious.
but i was treated cruel...

Time has flown by,since i left.
Thoughts of you, I always kept...

Now that im gone,you realize,
All the times you hurt me,
and made me cry.

Its too late.
Ive made up my mind.
I gave you a chance
but not this time....

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

before i lost u.....

I hate you so much right now.
All you've done is made me cry.

I don't ever want to talk.
Don't even bother to call.

All this after I gave you my heart.
You promised to always be there,
Now I know how you never cared.

You said you'd never hurt me.
But now when I need you the most,
You act as if I'm a ghost.

Sorry I don't deserve your time
Even after I gave you all of mine

I wish we could go back in time.
Before I had this regret,
I lost you as my Best Friend!


Tuesday, March 2, 2010

You always helped me with all my troubles.
and i'd do the same for you.
when i said no one cared about me.
you'd say you do.

you told me you would be nothing
if I wasn't there.
those words showed me
you really cared.

but there's another secret
one that made me realize.


it's that i love you
and even though were friends,
i would always love you
until the end.

I hope that one day
maybe you'll love me too.
and I'll be waiting for that day to come
and you'll say I love you.