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Sunday, February 28, 2010

someday......

someday you will cry like i cried.
Someday you will miss me like i missed u.
Someday you will love me and i wont love you.
Someday you will feel like i felt when i loved you.


Someday you will feel like i need u but guess i won't.
Someday you will like beating yourself up because u lost me .
Someday you will feel like ur heart hurts because u losted me.
Someday you will want me back but I will look back and remember how you broke my heart.......

Saturday, February 27, 2010

missing u.............

Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true...
My favorite place to be is inside of your hugs where it's warm and loving. I Love You!
Kiss me and you shall see stars, love me and I'll give them to you.
I love you with everything I am, and more than anyone ever thought possible...
You may not be here with me... But thoughts of you are always in my heart... I Miss You!

Friday, February 26, 2010

I just want one more day with u..........

I'm so sad and depressed.
Is all I want to do is rest.
I go to sleep at night.
But my dreams I just can't fight.

I think of you lying in that bed.
And wonder if there is anything I could. have said.
I wish you were still here.
But I know that you are still near.

I love you more than you know.
I just wish you didn't have to go.
I just want one more day with you.
And I know thats what you would have wanted too.

I miss you more and more each day.
There is so much more we had to say.
I know I will see you again.
But my life is just started to begin..

Thursday, February 25, 2010

you'll never understand...

You'll never understand me,
I guess no one ever will,
There's so much going on now,
And I can't sit still.

You say your sorry all the time,
When's it gonna stop,
You always want to fix things,
Cause I'm mad at you alot.

I wish things were the way they were,
The way it use to be,
You know what I'm talking about,
It was just you and me.

I know you still don't understand me,
And I know you never will,
I guess what I'm trying to say is,
I want that gap between us to fill.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

i am tired of...........

You know I am tired of saying I'm sorry
I'm tired of always having to be in the wrong
I’m tired of fighting for what has been lost
For a friendship that was never even strong…


The one who always has to care
I’m tired of having to beg for your forgiveness

I’m tired of writing all these poems
And never knowing what I should do
I doubt that you’re thinking of me too…

I’m tired of never knowing where I stand
Or what it is that I did to make you go

I’m tired of making these efforts
And what this friendship has done to my life
I’m tired of feeling so depressed like this
Our friendship has brought me so much grief....

Monday, February 22, 2010

i hate my life..

I tried to take my life,
Nobody even cared,
Said It was for attention,
But I was only scared.

Then I just wanted to die,
And that was a true fact,
All those people ignored me,
And they said it was an act,

How can I lie about my feelings,
That is something I will not do,
I am sorry I am not perfect,
Sorry I am not like you,

I am only a normal person,
Trapped in a life of pain,
Maybe if you loved me,
I would learn to smile again....

I HATE MY LIFE.....

Sunday, February 21, 2010

from my friend....

I can't even remember why me and you stop speaking,
it's painful for me to say I regret us even meeting.

we divert our eyes like we're enemies,
but I remember it was time that you cried on me.

I’ve been hearing this since last year when I thought we was cool,
but I guess that was just the simple imagination of a fool.

I won't act like I did nothing to you.
but thinking about what I could did is causing me a lot of pain.

I wish we could go back to the days that we used to be.
instead of me getting mad about nothing ever time I see your face.

I know this will never reach your hands but,
if it ever does I want you to know that it's from a friend...

Saturday, February 20, 2010

thinking of u all the time....

Thinking of you all the time,
Hopeing that your still mine.

But my feelings for you will never die,
And to you I'll never lie.

You hold my heart in the palm of your hand,
And I pray that you understand.

No words can explain how I feel inside.
And to you my heart is open wide.
You will always be mine.

Even though love sometimes brings pain and sorrow,
My love for you will stretch through all tomorrows...

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

you all i think about....

I wake up in the middle of the night and finding myself thinking about you.

I long to see your eyes and smile.
Eyes that sparkle like the stars in a midnight sky,
and a smile that lights up my heart and sends a shock through out my whole body.

I want to hold your hands.
For give me if i cant stop adoring you because, your all i think about,talk about,and dream about.

They tell mei dont know what love is and im to young to find it.
I found it and got scared dint know what to do.


but, still i love you with every beat of my heart

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

lucky to be your friend........

We might not have been friends from the start,
But that doesn't mean you weren't always in my heart.
I wish I was friend with you from a very young age.

when I became friend with you,my life started a new page.
Our friendship is so much to me. I just cant say,
I don't know what I would do without you and your thoughts.

You have been there for me every step of the way,
Helping me to take life day by day.
You have helped me forget my fears,
And in the end that has stopped my tears.
Thank you so much for all you have done for me,
You made me be the best person I can be.

you are my dearest friend...........

Monday, February 15, 2010

loosing something......

As I sit and think about me and you,
and about the things we used to do.

We used to talk on and on everyday,
never used to bother what the others say.

We spent hours talking on the phone.
whenever we felt we were alone.

You said our friendship is never ending.
Never thought of loosing a best friend.
I hate to know that it is the end.

Thought you would be with me here,
by my side through all the years.

You hate me and I don't know why.
I just don't wanna say goodbye

Maybe its because I'm bad
or thought of me make you mad.

Never knew this is how it would end
loosing my best friend !

Sunday, February 14, 2010

valentine special.......

In the darkness,
I found your light.

When I thought that,
I could love no more.
You touched my heart.
You made me smile.

When i was lost,
you gave me life.
You brought me joy.

Now i think of you
every day and night.
you came into my life
and made everything right.

i smile when we're together
and when we are apart.
the presence of your beauty
stops my every heart beat..

i hope as time goes on
you will see how i feel.
and i hope that you will see
that these feelings are for real.

I love you truly,
I love you completely.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

broken heart....

When i heard about you leaving,
All i could do is to cry.
I tried my best to hide my tears.
But i knew it was time to say bye.

Thinking this is the end.
Losing the one and only i can trust.
There must be something else there must.

I had to say one word i hate u.
As sad as it was but i said it anyways.
Goodbye for now is the last we heard.
I only hoped you would stay.
But you flew away just like a bird.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

loving you always....

I love to listen to you talk,
as you open up to me,
expressing what your feeling,
and everything you see.

I love how you give me advice,
and tell what all not to do,
You always make me fell better,
and help me every time...

I love the way you help me,
Whether is night or day,
your always there,
every step of the way.

I love the way you make me smile,
and make me glow with delight,
You take away my fears,
and make everything alright.

I love everything about you,
And you'll always be my Friend,
I guess what i cant accept,
Is that i love you forever and always till the end.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

missing you my friend.....

You made me laugh when I cried so hard.
You held me close when I was so cold.
You offered a comforting hand to hold.

You picked me up whenever I fell.
You showed me heaven when I was blinded in hell.
You rescued me when I was in pain.
You placed me back on the right path again.

You loved me forever and stayed by my side.
You entered my heart as an angel to guide.
You may not be with me so much anymore.
But I know you will leave open a door.

I miss you so much but I'll fight till the end
I love you so much my dearest friend.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

i will always love you....

You always helped me with all my troubles
and i'd do the same for you.
when i said no one cared about me
you'd say you do.

you told me you would be nothing if I wasn't there.
Those words showed me you really cared.
but there's another secret that killing my soul.

it's that i love you
and even though we Are friends
i would always love you
until the end

I hope that one day
maybe you'll love me too
and I'll be waiting for that day to come..
and you'll say I love you.......

Monday, February 8, 2010

missing your smile.....

I'm confused, I think, I really don't know.
Searching all these days for where I should go.
Am I mad, am I sad?
What happened to the happiness I had?

I feel like something is missing in my life.
I really don't know, just how I should feel.
Am I dreaming or awake? I don't know what's real.
I try to tell people, but the words won't come out.

I feel so frustrated, I just wanna shout.
I feel like a man who has forgotten his dreams

But then I see your face and I finally know.
That what I'm missing in life is the smile you show.
Never realized it up until now, but you are my life.

But now I am happy with you as my friend.
And I hope that our friendship will never end...

Saturday, February 6, 2010

I don't understand,
It's always the same story.

They see me as the friend,
But never more.

They say I'm attractive, friendly.
But I always remain the "best friend"

They come and talk to me when things go wrong,
I'm the shoulder they lean on,
But at the end of the day,
I'm still just a friend.

Maybe it's better to have close friends who trust you,
But I also need someone in my life.

As a friend once told me,
It's the best feeling when someone cares about you more than you care about yourself...

Till then, I remain yours,
Your best friend.

its my turn.....

I think its my turn to walk away.
I dont know how i can stay.
When the words cant come out of my mouth i dont know what to say.

I was never able to tell you the words " I love You".
But this is what i have to choose.
Theres nothing for you to lose.

I promise you'll be fine.
You wont blow up like a mine.
Your stronger than me.

You took the one thing i had left.
Your ripped my heart out right from my chest.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Love and tears.....

You Left Me Alone And Went Away
Not To Care, What I'd Say
Heart Shattered & Tears Followed
I Waited To See.. But You Faded Away !!

You Didn't Care To Know
My Feelings, My Pain - Without You .
Though, I Loved & Believed U Are Mine..
You Didn't Care For Me:

Believe Me, Friends Often Come And Go
But My Love, Will Only Grow
Go:. Search The World Over
Lover Like Me, U Would Find Never!!!

In My Heart You Will Always Be There
Loving You For Ever.Listen To My Heart, Not Words I Say.Please Come Back To Me.
... Forever To Stay !!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

no more chance.....

Things may come,but it will go.

My love for you,no longer show.

Although i care,I must not tell you.

I treated our love serious,but i was treated cruel...

Time has flown bysince i left.

Thoughts of you,I always kept....

All the times you hurt me and made me cry

Its too late,Ive made up my mind
I gave you a chance
but not this time...

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

missing you always.....

The things that i'm feeling,
I cannot say,It's hard to express

When you came into my life,
My feelings were great.
They were the best in my life..

That day when you left me,
My feelings weren't right.
My feelings were strange.

But maybe one day,
You will come back.
And my heart will smile again.
But until then i will wait,
Perhaps the pain will fade away..

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

why did i do that to u.......

Me and you use to be together
I always thought we'll be forever.

You told me you loved me
And we will always be......

I said some things that weren't true
when i broke up with you..

Why did I do that to you
it wasn't even true.....

All I know is I put you through pain
but myself in so much shame..

If I could go back to time
you will still be mine..

I will keep you that way forever
and not a second thought never..

Even though were not together
I still love you and thats forever....

Monday, February 1, 2010

your thoughts rest in my heart....

Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream...


My favorite place to be is inside of your hugs, where it's warm and loving.


I love you with everything I am, and more than anyone ever thought possible...


You may not be here with me... But thoughts of you are always in my heart....