My fears of loving you...

As days go by,

I seem to like you more.

Even more the next day.

Then less the day before.

But as much as I do like you .

There's still something holding me back.

I try to give you my all.

But there's something that I lack.

You see I don't want to cry anymore

Not one single tear

I don't want my heart broken

Those are my only fears

I know you've told me not to worry

That you're gonna always be here

But theres still that doubt in my mind

That you'll hurt me and run off in a hurry

I try not to think that way

I try to think positive

But there's still that nagging thought in my head

That just won't go away

I apologize for this

And the way that I am

The reasons why

I hope you can understand

Many times down this road

All ending the same

Heartbreaks and tears

I'm tired of losing this so called 'game'

Last place is getting old

It's time for a change

And I see this change in you

I'm going to do all I can to make this one worl

And I hope the same for you

I hope we're in this together

Because baby I know we can make it to the end!

friend to lover

U gave me the strength 2 believe in myself,

u gave me the power to love nothing else,

i love u so much i wish you could see,

i love u so much u mean the world to me,

i love you so much you don't understand,

my world falls in place wen u hold my hand,

my stomach turns wen u hold me tight,

i wish u cud hold me all day and night,

my eyes fill with tears wen i have to go,

i love you so much and i want you to know,

my world feels so right with you by my side,

but this would all change if you ever lied,

we've bin friends 4 ages and really get on,

if we try hard enough it Will Never go wrong,

i want u forever not 4 a day,

i will love and respect you and Never go away,

i cant stand it wen u look me in the eye,

i get a lump in my throat and need to cry,

I've loved u like a friend.

but now the time has come and i love you like a lover.

More in love i fall

Moonlight kisses,

Magical wishes,

All night long

While I'm with her.

Outside we stand

Under the star-lit sky.

Oh my god,

I'm madly in love with this girl.

Hand in hand,

We walk down the road,

Talking for so long,

So many stories told.

Then she takes me close,

And whispers in my ear,

"I love you baby,

You know I'll always be here"

We're totally lost,

In each others eyes.

Until morning

When the sun starts to rise.

Lost in this moment

That doesn't seem to weather

More in love i fall with her

Every time she promises me...

... We'll last forever.

lost love...

Our love is lost, don't you see?

Its not always my fault, sometimes me

I try everyday to make it work

But in a shadow our love will lurk.

We've lost and tried

You've left to hide

Leaving me here with our memories

With just one word,

Our friendship can be heard

If only you had given me that try

But you went off, and had to lie.

To my friends near and far

Reaching across the world

For its that time of the year

As I send seasons greetings

With a heart warming cheer

Adding glow to the greeting

Choosing the brightest star

I wish for joy and happiness

For my friends near and far

Keeping bonds of friendship

It matters not how far apart

Peace and love to everyone

In this special heart to heart

Expressing my appreciation

Each one of you I hold dear

I wish for hope and harmony

Throughout the coming year..

What you are to me?????????

You're the warmth of the sun

The rays smooth across my face.

You're the warm breeze that blows

That takes me to my happy place.

You're the half that makes me whole

Our love is so complete.

You're the passion in my heart

That makes our love so sweet.

You're my one and only man

The one sent from above.

My one and only man

Sent here for me to love.

You're the glow within my soul

That makes me feel alive.

You're my motivation from inside

To help me spread my wings and fly.

You're the kiss upon my cheek

The one I know is there.

You're the guy of my dreams

The only one who truly cares.

Something i have to say

Even though i haven't known you for that long of a time,

You are a really good friend who's stayed right by my side,

You have never ever been mean,

I'm really going to miss you when i leave.

I have something else that i need to say,

Ive been trying to say it for a couple of days,

The truth of the matter is that i like you,

But it don't matter if you like me too.

Everyone kept saying that I had to tell you before i go,

But i was scared to let you know,

You don't have to respond to it in anyway,

Like i said it was just something that i had to say.

Just don't act different when you are around me,

Thats not how i want for things to be,

Just because i like you more than a friend,

Doesn't mean our friendship has to come to an end.

To let you know i care..

I don't know how to say

How I feel about you,

I only know the words

When I hear your voice

Something changes deep inside,

And I know the warmth

Then cannot be denied.

When I close my eyes

And see your smiling face,

I long to hold you close

For as I think of you

It's then I realize,

It's you that creates the smile

That lights within my eyes.

And I can't help but dream

What a future then could hold,

With you by my side

As all my dreams unfold.

Could you be the one

To touch me soft with care?

Are you the very answer

To all my lonely prayers?

So don't mind me if tonight

I sit and say a prayer,

That I somehow find a way

To let you know I care.

love and fate

It's over.

A clean slate.

No more relation between us.

You ruined my life..

I believed in love,

While you believed in fate.

feeling lonely..........

EVEN WHEN I'M SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE,

FROM THE TIME U TOLD ME GOODBYE,

I'M SO LONELY,

THAT IT BRINGS TEARS,

A FEELING THAT KILLS MY HEART,

IT IS JUST ONE WORD,

BUT CHOOSEN TO REPRESENT SOO MUCH,

TO TELL THE FEELINGS,

INSIDE THAT WE CANNOT EXPRESS...

HOW DO I STOP FEELING LONELY?

what i feel for you.....

How hard is it to know,how much i care.

How hard is it to show to you that I'll always be there.

Can you not see,that you mean the world to me.

Can you not understand,that I'll always be there to hold your hand.

I feel for you the way I've felt for no other.

You come first in my life before all of the others.

You've always cared and never let me down

You've always been there even when i was down.

These things about you have made me love you.

The person you are is better from afar.

Your not like most girls which i like very much.

You have your own mind and you don't follow that bunch.

So stay the way

you are at this very moment.

And know that i will love you

even after this moment!!!

incomplete....

I miss you so much when were apart,

Although you are always close to my heart.

When I am alone I am incomplete.

But you are there every heartbeat.

Its just not the same when your not around

My heads in the sky and my feet on the ground.

Not really knowing whats going on around

Just like a film all picture no sound.

Miss you always see you soon.

We can hold each other watching the stars and the moon.

Until then I love you loads,

So here kiss kiss my heart explodes.

My real feelings....

When i said you were my best friend,

i meant that till the very end.

ill never forget you,

no matter what you do.

but next year your going to leave me

theres going to be no more "we".

i want to know you'll always be here

and that when i need you you'll be near.

I'm going to try everything

to make sure you never forget me.

your my only true friend

and i tend to spend the rest of my life with you by my side.

i think you are just scared

because you finally realized how much i cared.

without you ever knowing you were my life...

I do not love you...

I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You.

I go from loving to not loving you,

From waiting to not waiting for you

My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;

I hate you deeply, and hating you

Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you

Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

In this part of the story I am the one who

Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,

Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

falling out of love.....

I wish so much that I could hold you.

A simple desire, yet so hard to do.

This is a love so hopeless, but yet,

As hard as I try, I can not forget.

I’ve become dependent on these feelings, that I feel every day,

without them I’m lost and my hopes are astray.

So now I don’t know how to live on my own,

Without thoughts of you, I’ll be so alone.

I tried to move on, that’s something I can’t do,

But no matter what I think, I only want you.

I just need some time, when I can, I’ll move on,

I’ll face life without you when I am strong.

But for now I just can’t, that’s way to tough,

I didn’t know falling out of love could be rough.

have you ever?????????????

Have you ever just sat and cried

all because the one you loved lied.

Have you ever wondered why should I try

when all that girls does is make me cry.

Have you ever loved somebody in every way

to the point you didn't know what to say.

Have you ever just came apart

because the one you loved played with you heart.

Have you ever laid down at night

and thought why did I start that stupid fight.

Have you ever felt used

and all this time been confused.

Have you ever felt like giving up

when you had your girls beside you always cheering you up.

Are you tired of writing you first name with his last

knowing it will never be.....

sometimes i feel like....

Sometimes when I’m angry,

I wish I was not here,

I just wish I could chase away,

All of my losses and fears.

Sometimes I just want to die,

Or wish I was never born,

Because of the pain.

Sometimes when I’m happy,

Which is pretty rare these days,

My happiness chases the shadows,

But to some delay.

For some unknown reason,

It takes a while to smile,

Maybe its the deaths,

but sometimes when I forget,

Which is hardly ever,

The pain is chased away,

By friends who will stay forever.

I am sorry

I am sorry for everything i did wrong.

I am sorry for hurting you so much.

I am sorry for putting you in so much pain.

You were the one hurting us.

You were the one that was causing all this pain.

If you have not cheated me, i would not have hurt you so much.

But you just did me wrong..

Because of you.

I tried to listen to you the best I can.

As for school, sometime I ran late,

Just by attempting to be your last man.

I ran out of time when we're talking.

I can't discern mentally days & nights.

I think more than twice before acting,

Just to avoid depressions and fights.

I rarely interact with my best friend,

Just to win nothing, but your faithfulness,

And not to bring about a tragic end

To our relationship in good success.

I knew, I disobeyed sometime,

Not to loose you, but to keep you.

I'm proud of the fact I've done no crime

And I've done all of them because of you!

you will never know.....

You'll never know

how much your smile lights up the room.

You'll never know

how much it means to me.

when you do or say something

thoughtful and totally unexpected.

You'll never know

how much I need you by my side.

in the best of times and the worst of times

and all the times in between.

It really doesn't matter where we are

or what we're doing,

as long as we're together to share it all.

I love you with all my heart and soul.

From the moment i met you...

From the moment I met you,

I knew it was true,

Because I couldn’t stop smiling,

Nor thinking of you.

I couldn't believe it,

Something so wrong I knew,

Because I wouldn't stop smiling,

Nor thinking of you.

Now that I know your feelings,

That you feel the same way too,

Now I can’t stop smiling,

Nor thinking of you.

This feeling’s so wonderful,

Like a dream come true,

I refuse to stop smiling,

Nor thinking of you.

You left me in June....

Now that you're gone frm my life..

I must carry on like this..

you didnt mean to go..

all I ever wanted was you to find peace here

you struggled and prayed and never found it

so the Lord took my angel

on that June day.

I know I cant come with you-

my heart beats no more

all of my tears never bring you back..

Lord please take care of her....

one day my dream will be real...

When I look into your eyes I see the pain

Of something lost and nothing gained.

What our friendship was it always will be,

The smile on your face was enough for me.

To see you walk by and not say hi

I have to tell you that it hurts me inside.

If things were different

Where would we be?

Would I have even met you?

And would I be free?

I just wanted to tell you how I feel

And maybe one day this dream will be real.

This is my last good bye..

I am feeling a whole lot better,

Than I was the other day,

Thank you for your help.

what I did was wrong,

Although we are not talking,

You still helped me get along,

I want you to say,I am sorry.

I mean it from my heart,

For every stupid thing I did.

I will keep on dreaming,

That I meant something to you,

it gives me more comfort,

And it helps to get me through.

Remember all my good points.

If there are any that you know,

Please forget all the bad ones,

Before you turn away and go.

I know that you have left me,

I cannot promise not to cry,

But I do love you my friend,

I guess this is my last goodbye.

I just want one more day with you..

I'm so sad and depressed.

all I want to do is rest.

I go to sleep at night

But my dreams I just can't fight.

I think of you lying on my bed

And wonder if there is anything I could have said.

I wish you were still here

But I know that you are still near.

I love you more than you know

I just wish you didn't have to go

I just want one more day with you

And I know thats what you would have wanted too.

I miss you more and more each day

There is so much more we had to say

I know I will see you again

But my life is just started to begin.

i am alone...

I'm sitting here alone.

realizing you were gone.

i know i cant change things.

i know i was wrong.

They all say i dont need you.

they dont understand i love you.

yet i never said it enough.

I regret what i did.

but i cant take it back.

wish i could hold you.

i want you back.

I know you deserve better.

but cant go on without you.

i miss you so much.

i didn't realise what i had till i lost you.

my heart bleeds inside,

i cant forget you.

yet i know the end is now,

i know you'll never love me again.

im sorry baby,

that i was the one to let you down.

we will meet again...

I cry for you across the miles.

I think of your face and all of your smiles.

So when you cry for me and the way I cry for you,

Just remember it'll be OK.because our love is so true.

Know I'm yours forever, until the end.

and that I pray for the love I know you can send.

Please wait for me, please stay true

Because you're all I need, and I'm waiting for you.

So don't give up, we'll meet again

and we'll be happier than we've ever been.

true love....

I tell u i love u every night.

What would be our Love without the silly fights.

I'm glad the fights happened.

Or we wouldn't be as strong as we are now.

We stay up all night talking

But what we talk about is nothing.

But the nothings are everything.

I love you without regret

I've felt this way about you since We first met.

No words can express.

You might say I'm crazy

Yeah you are right.i'm just crazy about you

never had i imagine.......

Never had I imagine

That I will fall

To someone like you.

Never had I imagine

That I will fall

Deeply in love with you.

Never had I imagine

That having you beside me

Makes me feel happy.

And I don’t really imagine

Myself, being hurt

By you……

But if hurting me

Is your way of showing

How much you love me

I would want to be hurt

For the rest of my life

By you…..