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Thursday, April 29, 2010

that's what true friends are.

She's been here all my life.

she's sat beside me and heard my cry.

I will never let her go.

And she will be here with me forever.

And That's what true friends are.

my heart;s words

The birds fly so high above the sky,
I feel like that birds,flying so high,
but i can't reach to the top,never be...

I need someone special to accompany myself,
who can carry all of my pain,
all of my loneliness,
but it's still the hardest thing to do,
so hard to realize,too.

All i can do just keep this love myself,
though she never know,it doesn't matter,
i just hope those stars,
can tell her that i really love her very much...

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Am i losing you????

Am i losing you, or have you already left?
the signs were there.
although i did not see,
because i was obsessed with finding you, in the process i lost me.

lost the love i have for myself.
the pride and respect.
which places me before anyone else.

i will not lose that love, no never again
whether i change for worse or better,
i know i can not stay the same.
the absence of the love in your presence has left me distressed.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Thank you for everything

Into the dim light, bare walls of my world.
You entered, bringing light and life to me.
You never ever judged me.
You understood my sorrow.
Thank you for everything.

You are so much fun to be with.
And you are such a good person.
You crack me up with laughter.
And touch my heart with your kindness.

This friendship we share.
Is so precious to me.
I hope it grows and flourishes.
And lasts into infinity.

Thank you for everything
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Monday, April 26, 2010

many friends but lonely.

I have many friends.
I have many best friends.
But still I have empty world.
I can't help. but think.

Will it ever be fulled?
Who will be the one to fill it?
What will fill it ?
When will it be filled?

Everyday I ask my self these questions..
And everyday, I have no answer for them.
Anything and anyone Can fill my emptyness?
But....
4 now I will jus ask myself those
questions until I get my answers. . . . .

Sunday, April 25, 2010

i thought my words are not enough.

I thought my words were not enough
To say what I have to say.

But then I found out it's pretty simple.
To write in my own way.

I just stopped thinking and slowly wrote
All kind of words on some random note.

I thought my words were not enough,
But, then again, it's not that tough.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

my heart is waiting.

My heart is waiting.
No contemplating,
On what I’m going to do.

My heart is only for you.
I’m’ the only one for you.

You’re the only one for me
What else is there to see?

So let’s just try again,
I don’t want to be just a friend.

You were always there
We made almost anywhere
There’s nothing else to know
I just can’t let you go.

Friday, April 23, 2010

lets be a friend.....

You may have a lot.
You may have just one.
They can be nice.
But sometimes they can tell lies.
White lies not to bad.
If they aren't there, you might be sad.
They are your friends in any time.
Having them is not a crime.
Sometimes you may feel like in a room.
That's really dark.
But they always got your back.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

so sorry.......

Without you the sun shines less bright,
Without you the moon seems so pale
I realize now you were right
Without you I know I will fail

I'm sorry that I ever hurt you
That I never cared for your heart
But Angel being without you
Is tearing my soul apart

I'm sorry I didn't try harder
To cheer you when you were down
If this whole world is a circus
Then I must be the head clown

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

lost forever......

Why did I love you With all my heart?
Why did I fall for you From the start?

Why did you cause me So much pain?
Why do you stick to my heart
Like a stain that causes so much Pain?

Why did you play with my heart Like a game?
Why couldn't you ever Feel the same?

Why did you end it Right after our 7-8 weeks?
Why didn't it bother you?
When you made my eyes tear?

Why can't I stop thinking of you,
Why can't I say goodbye?

Why can't I forget about you
And put you in the past?
Why does a part of me still believe
That me and you were made to last?

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

you're the only reason

The only reason I dream
Is because I dream of you

The only reason I pray
Is because I pray for you

The only reason I love
Is because my love for you

The only reason I cry
Is because I cry for you

The only reason I see
Is because I see you

The only reason I'm here
Is because in here for you

The only reason I wake
Is because I wake to you

The only reason I speak
Is because I speak to you

The only reason I write
Is because I write about you.

The only reason I live
Is because I'd die for you.....

Monday, April 19, 2010

i love you,as u love me.

I love you, as you love me
In your arms I would love to be,

you are the air,you are the sea,that washes all over me,
Your cute smile,ur unique style drives me wiled,

I'm yours,your mine.
I promise to be yours until the end of time.

without you I cannot breath nor see or hear.
without you,life I would fear.

My love is deep,my love is true.
Heaven sent me to be with you,
My heart beats for me,it beats for you.

I would risk my life to save you.
surround you with true love..

Saturday, April 17, 2010

friends can lie.....

We were friends.
You were my best.

You told me over and over.
That we could always be best friends.
But the times you told me that over and over.
You came to a lie and you said someone else is your best lover.

I come to say goodbye my friend.
I left sadly because when I loose a friend i started crying.
I walk somewhere far. near no person and start crying.
And keep on saying in my head goodbye my friend.

loosing a loved one...

You say we will always be friends.
all the way till the very end.

But I'm beginning to feel.
that our friendship may never heel.

The end is creeping near
sometimes I wonder if it's already here.

And i dont want to talk,
But all you have to do is to walk out from my life.

You no longer care for what I have told u.
You have a new group of friends.
enjoy with them.......

loosing a friend is easy but getting him back is not....

Friday, April 16, 2010

you changed me...

I wonder if you know that you're the only girl I really opened up to,

And if you know that you're the only one I can get my thoughts through.

I like the way you make me feel,

No longer confused, lost or hurt, I'm healed.

I wonder if you know what you did to me.

How you've changed me from how i used to be.

You have taken my heart on an endless ride,

And i enjoy having you in my heart and close by my side.

but,again you wounded my heart by saying a lie.

which is hurting me alot.you cheated me,

you are still with him.....goodbye my friend..

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

the beauty of your smile

The birds singing melodies in the morning,

A fragrance of a rain on the morning breeze,

The smooth rainy clouds moving on the sky,

Forming a rainbow far above the horizon,

The rustling leaves in a forest of trees,

A cattle of cows moving to the grass,

The grass glittering with the morning dew,

A garden full of beautiful flowers,

The butterflies fly everywhere in the garden,

Around me is the beauty of our nature,

Everywhere I look and everywhere I see,

But those are not more beautiful than your smile....

the pain inside me.

I write poetry to heal my pain.
Because all the words just seems the same.
This twisting, burning, breaking,
All because of one little game called love.

What you said to me,
How you hurt me so,
The pain is just too deep.
Deepness scereing into my heart..

I want to know why...
This pain inside me,
Just will not stop.
The burning, breaking pain.

The pain you left is hard to heal
And i cant seem to stop the bleeding.
I hope you are happy now.
With the pain you made me feel.

Monday, April 12, 2010

i can't stop thinking of u..

I can't stop thinking of you.
No matter what I do,
When I go to sleep.

I leap Into dreams of you
I can't stop thinking of you!

I wish you were here
Cause when your not, I fear.

The thought makes me want to hurt myself
I see lots of happy couples together
I wish it was US forever!
And I'll love you til my very last breath.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

i love u till death....

When you left me, i put you in my heart.
Never realized we were going to be apart.
But from now until the very end.
I know that you'll always be my best friend.

I love you forever.
And I didn't mean to betray.
Just give me 1 more chance.
And I'll love you til my very last breath.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

my only wish......

I only wish that you could see
That what you're doing's hurting me
You drink and smoke illegally
And that really bothers me

I can't stand when you get high
Cause I'm not ready for goodbye
I consider you a friend
So I'm not ready for the end

I wish that you would stop for me
Cause quitting can be fun you'd see
So please stop doing the bad you do
Stop for me, and stop for you......

Friday, April 9, 2010

give me your heart...

Give me your heart so my true love can show.
I promise I'll cherish it I'll treat it like gold.

Your heart was mine since the day you were born.
It might have been broken before in the past,
but we can put it together and our love will make it last.

So give me your heart.
Your heart is mine and mine is yours.

Lets think about the future and lets forget the past.
We must not think slow, we must think fast.
Life is too short, with out love is too long.
Lets be together, lets love each other, thats where we belong.
I'm not just another, I'm the one,
Your destined lover.,
Your heart belongs to no other,But me.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

love..........

Love is a word that is so strong…
It does not belong
In most people’s vocabulary.

There are too few people,
Who know what it is like.
To love and to be loved.

It felt like it was real,
But as I look back,
It seems like a dream.

I loved a girl whose beauty is
More than words can say.
I tried to make words
Out of the letters on this page,
But they cried out in confusion.
Words cannot describe her beauty.

This was real and will always be real.
I loved her.She Loved me.
We always will love each other.

Every time I think of her
My heart starts to race,
My Hands start to shake.
Not even I can handle the memory of that much beauty.

This love is something I will always cherish.
It is my First love.
First love is meant to be treasured.
She should know that I still know what love is.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

broken........

Do you know how i feel?
Did you know i write about you in my poetry?

I think about you everyday. every night.
Do you do the same?
Do you feel the same way?

I always knew that i.. just couldn't be the one you liked.
I was crazy for thinking for just a second that i could.

I cry every night. because i know that no other guy will ever be like you.
Every answer looking just like you.
I secretly cry every night. i stopped. because you were still my friend.
But,still i love you.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

you and me.

For the sun shines bright upon your face
And your love is what I embrace
You are so fine
I want to call you mine.

When I think of your name
I feel no shame
But warmth around my body
Like someone hugging me.

In the end
You are my friend
And always it will be
You and me.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

she's there for me

When the world is crashing in on me,
And I don’t know where to go.
She picks me up,
And gets me on the right road.

When I feel like giving up,
And letting go,
She whispers “you can get through this”
Because I am not alone.

She shows me out of trouble.
And helps me when I am in pain.
She tells me that She forgives me,
And her love for me will never change.

She hears me when I cry,
And listens to every prayer.
I don’t ever have to feel alone.
Because She’s always there for me.

first meeting....

It was Wednesday, our first day on school.
When I met this guy that is so kind and cool.
He’s new in our school so we approach him.
With my friends we introduced and had lunch with him.

Not like in romance novel and movies,
There’re no fireworks or shooting stars.
Our meeting is ordinary that we have no clue.
That it is the beginning of a love so true.

we became closer than ever.
He is helping me to the best that he can.
From friends to lovers we turn out to be.
Without realizing it we became we..

We’re still together, holding to each other.
With a little boy, guiding our every step.
We all knew forever is our faith.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

friendship gone............

whole year you were my friend.
Now its time for that friendship to end.

Lots of things were said,
And I let everything get to my head.

It’s not worth it anymore,
Its time to let all these tears pore.

I'm done with the fights.
And all those miserable nights.

I'm over it and ready to move on.
Now our friendship is gone.